AYYY sexy lady!  

ohhmystelena:

me and my freak

The memory I want to forget, is goodbye.

Heartbreak  

Have you ever felt so low you feel like you could probably cry forever? All over a guy that meant the world to you. Hi, that’s how it all started. I fell for him immediately and things were amazing at first. He made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world, made me feel special. Then the arguments started, and because I loved him all I wanted to do was make up, even if what he did hurt me, like ask for another girls number while we were out together. He’d go out until early hours but I’d stay up for him so he had somewhere to go when his night of partying ended, because I loved him. There was something about him, well everything about him that made, and still makes me drawn to him. The taste of his breath when he kissed me, his green eyes, his accent, his embrace, I felt safe with him. So things were up and down for about 3/4 months, then I did something I regret. I took an overdose of tablets that landed me in hospital for the weekend, because I didn’t want to feel like this anymore. It didn’t work. But he came to see me , sat with me, talked about what we’d do when I came out, and then that’s when my heartbreak started. He didn’t call, didn’t text and didn’t return any of my calls or texts. It’s been 3 weeks now and still nothing. I have that empty feeling in my chest, constantly. I keep asking myself, will I ever get over it? But I know I won’t. And it’s so hard, no matter what people do or say, no matter how much I pretend I’m okay and put on my fake smile, he’s still there. I’ll never find my way back home.

Bestfriends

Bonnie&Stefan